February 2012
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New diet/exercise/workout plan.
Greens and colors are lovely.
Avoid foods with trans fat or high cholesterol levels.
No more junk food (except for weekends).
Weekends can be cheat days — try not to indulge so much.
Drink smoothies or fruit juice, rather than milk tea or soda.
25 push ups everyday.
75 curl ups everyday.
2 minute planks, gradually building up to 5 minutes, everyday.
15 lunges everyday.
What brought...
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My only regret is letting everything get to me and crashing when I needed to be strong. My only regret is allowing myself to shrivel up into a weak, useless, and pitiful person. My only regret is giving up hope, when there would eventually be a light at the end of the tunnel.
I could fix things now — but would they really fix anything? Would they change the outcome? Would the outcome even...
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Dinner.
Cindy: My friend named her chick "Dinner".
Cindy: A couple weeks later she posted a status on Facebook saying, "Dinner ran away."
You left because you were mad? What the fuck is wrong with you?
Mom is always angry with us, but she’s never left. She’s been there for us since the day we were born — where were you when we needed you? You weren’t there to teach us how to ride bikes. You weren’t there to chase the boys away. You weren’t there to get me through my first heartbreak. You...
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“Do tuxedos come with pants?”
– Derp
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Excuse me for sounding like a spoiled brat, but today just pissed me off.
My sister got tea all over my pants and never apologized (hot tea too). And while I was shopping for prom dresses, my mom kept complaining over and over again about how gold was a difficult color to find, especially in dresses. On top of that, she embarrassed me in front of my relatives and made me look like a whiny baby.
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Do you ever wonder where you’re going to be in the future?
Doesn’t have to be a long time from now. It could be days, weeks, and months from now. Or years, if you like to think a lot.
Do you ever wonder what it’ll feel like to look back at our past selves? To see who we once were and compare it to who we are now?
Because as cheesy as it sounds, I want to be able to look back a...
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She & Him | Me and You
What happens if you fall in love with a writer?
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karenfelloutofbedagain:
Lots of things might happen. That’s the thing about writers. They’re unpredictable. They might bring you eggs in bed for breakfast, or they might all but ignore you for days. They might bring you eggs in bed at three in the morning. Or they might wake you up for sex at three in the morning. Or make love at four in the afternoon. They might not sleep at...
Anonymous asked: Any book suggestions?
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You are going to have one fucked up future, little girl.
You are exactly like a sponge, taking in everything he says, but you don’t realize how poisonous and hypocritical his words are. He can’t even do half of the shit he’s telling you to do, so why the hell would you listen to a damn thing he’s saying?
He’s telling you to find a man to take care of you. I mean,...
: Well, do you ever feel bad or regret using those people?
Me: … No. I don’t. Truth be told, I even felt a sick satisfaction afterward.
And that’s the truth. I can be an evil, conniving, manipulative person — I don’t regret any of my past crimes. But I wasn’t always like this. At point, I was innocent and carefree and happy. Then my innocence was eradicated by...
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It hurts when you just leave me in the dark like this though. I mean, I know you needed some time for yourself. Time for thinking, time for pondering, time for you.
But how are we supposed to grow stronger as a couple if we’re not there for each other? I don’t care if you take your anger out on me, because I know I do it too. But in order to get through rough times, we have to...
I wish I could make you feel better. But at this point, there’s nothing left to say.
It’s not your fault though — people can be complete bitches. All you can do is not let your guard down so easily, and just be careful.
Just know that I love you and that I’m willing to go through anything, just to be with you and to make you happy. Good times and bad. Whatever. Whenever.
...
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Little secrets? Okay, no biggie. Spread them, I won’t be too bothered.
But deep, dark secrets like these? I’m not ashamed of them, but you have no right to go out and tell other people. Especially if that person trusts you.
And trust isn’t something that’s easily earned. It certainly isn’t something that will be earned back within a blink of an eye either.
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Boyfriend’s off to interning at his uncle’s dental office. I’m so happy for him! ^_^
I’ll admit, I feel lonely already… But hey, he’s working now. And now, I sort of know how he feels like when I’m at work and can’t text him for several hours. Only difference is, I won’t be able to talk to him until 6. Sigh.
Welps, at least there’s...
Don’t tell me to shut up or attempt to silence me when you know that every single fucking word that I’m saying is the truth. And do you know what the sad thing is? You know you can’t handle it. You know you can’t handle the fact that I actually know what I’m talking about, and you know you’ve fucked up. But you refuse to take your head out of your ass and fix...
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Guess who got their permit today? ^_^
I am one happy camper, HEHEHE.
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Bro, the American Psychological Association removed homosexuality from the DSM (aka the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders) in 1983. So the fact that you’re saying that homosexuality hasn’t been thoroughly explored enough to be proven otherwise is laughable, because it has been tested. Many many times.
Mental disorder—a mental or bodily condition marked...
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School
hasn’t been too bad. Piles of school work starting to build up. Not procrastinating as much as I usually do. Gotta start busting my ass; SATs are coming up. Last year of STAR testing in a couple of months, gotta make it count. Favorite classes are Honors English and Psychology. I always look forward to these classes and the discussions we have in them. Especially in Pysch. Sex and boys and...
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“Sherilyn! Singing, chocolates, and making dinner? You’re like the best...”
– What Cummins thought I said I was going to do.
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Addicted.
It pisses me off when people just outright badmouth others just because of something they cannot control. Especially when it comes to things like drugs and alcohol. First of all, why do you care so much? How does this affect you in any sort of way? If someone you love is in this situation, are you just going to stand there and let everyone else beat them down and make them feel even more lowly...
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Woke up to these texts on my phone.
Derp: Good morning :)
Derp: I love you, Sherilyn Vinh Trinh Thach
Derp: K. Time to get ready for the apush study session. See you tonight, Dork. :)
So I’m stuck between two books to write about for my AP English Application.
The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Steven Chbosky—this book literally changed my life. I found myself being able to relate to so many of the situations Charlie was put in, and hell, I have done many many things that this kid has. This book changed the way I thought about high school, literature, and life.
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“And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.”
– Charlie, from The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
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Never. Again.
Fuck. I’m so glad that half-truths are my forte.
Time goes too fast.
I know that time moves constantly, never stopping for one person. But it never fully sank into my head that pretty soon, I’ll be a senior. Hell, it’s going to be my two months with my boyfriend on Saturday.
Two months. Since we made it official. That means its been three months since it all started. I never thought about how fast time went until this very minute...
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Moral of the story: Careless mistakes can and will fuck you over.
I’m pretty pissed at myself right now.
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Highlights.
Cummins pulled me outside to talk about what I put on my lifeline. Because truth be told, I have only told a select few about what’s happened in my life — none of those select few were adults. But we ended up spending the last fifteen minutes of class, just talking. And he became one of my favorite teachers in those fifteen minutes, ahah! Thanks Cummins!
Got my paycheck, womp womp....
Teenage Dream.
I turned to the substantial things for a quick hit or two, but I never bothered to stick around. Partying is nothing to be proud about, especially if you’re fucked up in the morning; the ‘high’ feeling is only temporary. I wasn’t looking for commitment, for anything permanent; shit, I knew I wasn’t ready to get into a relationship when I first met you. But I had to be...
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I love being alone with you. Away from scrutinizing looks, away from society. Just us. Me and you. We’re either fooling around or just being us. And that’s what I love about us: how we’re able to go from innocent to passionate back to innocent all over again. I’m comfortable with you, and not in the bad way. Being with you in any way possible just feels so right. I’m...
thehungergamestriology:
Rue’s Whistle Song (Full...
Bloop.
Military Ball was last night, and I had a lot of fun with my friends. Woke up pretty sore this morning, but hey, that means it was a good night.
Did laundry for the most part. The ex-girlfriend got Andie and me milk tea; I wanted to stay longer and catch up, but my mom was rushing me to go to practice. Bleh. Oh well. Next time.
Practice was tense in the beginning, but when I started singing, I...
You know, both of you are alike. Very much alike. You should strike a conversation with each other some time.
You: you are beautiful, amazing, charming, sweet, intelligent, and a keeper. Any guy or girl would be lucky to have you in their arms. But you don’t realize this. You don’t realize just how special you are, and it saddens me, because I know how happy you’re going to be...
Military Ball 2012
I am sore.
Waited forever for food.
Put makeup on Steven Herzberg again, BWAHAHA.
Finally got food. OM NOM NOM. THERE WAS FRIED TERIYAKI CHICKEN, OH MY GOOOOOOOOD.
No texting game.
Prince: Axel Papa, Princess: Cheyenne Centino (YEEEES, MY BUDDY. BWAHAHA. <3), King: Cody Huber, Queen: Kristine Earl.
Helped Cheyenne get dolled up ^_^
Got my freak on ~ Holy fucking shit, best friend is a...
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Why do people bother asking for a second chance when they know they’re going to fuck up again and leave when shit happens?
I don’t get it.
What’s worse is that I’ve been giving them more than two chances. I’ve given people so many chances, and it’s just always excuse after excuse after excuse.
No more.
If you’re sorry and want forgiveness, why...
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Every time I’m on the verge of tears or just crying my eyes out, the first person I call is him. Hell, I don’t even give a fuck about minutes anymore.
When I was bawling earlier, the only thing I could think about was: I need to talk to him. I need to talk to him. I need to talk to him.
As soon as I got into my room, I started crying and called him.
It doesn’t help that...
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Disappointment.
I can’t believe a fight like this happened over something so little. But it’s escalated to the point of no return: I am done. I am through. What the fuck ever.
You don’t understand how much it destroys a little girl when her own father abandons her. You don’t understand how much it hurts when he comes back and acts as if everything’s going to be alright, but fucks up...
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